Stinging my eyes
The tears come
Pouring down
Relentlessly.
Still breathing
Still warm
Yet dead
To me
And me alone.
Grief floods me
Again
I'm drowning
In it.
Heart heavy
In my chest
Too much
Love to give
And none
To get.
The numbness
Sets in
Mixing
With despair
Deep
Empty.
There's nothing
Left to give
You
Other than
A goodbye.
I've recently found myself back in my shell
Pretending to be someone I'm not
And I think I know why.
I've pulled back from people
Only interacting with animals and strangers online
I'm opening my phone
To nothing
No messages, no emails, no missed calls,
All I'm getting is radio silence
The sinking feeling in my heart returned
The one where you know something is wrong
One message
An Instagram notification in my inbox from an unfollowed account
I never get DMed
Opening was the worst possible choice I could've made
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