Lost

I am lost
I know exactly where I am 
but I am lost
It's not where I am that alarms me
it's what lies ahead of me
I want to look forward and see
but there's a fog
If only I could remove that veil
and take just a peek
just to calm my jumping nerves 
just to soothe my beating heart
and maybe I wouldn't feel
so lost
I haven't got it all figured out
and somedays I wish 
that I could just stop time
and live today over and over
instead of facing the decisions 
that I'll have to start making
but I feel lost
I wish that there was a map
to show me 
how to get through life
but instead I have to walk 
and hope I don't get 
Lost