New girl

A faint fog falls

Over my tired eyes

It's the same that covered them before

Yet still a part of me dies

 

Our gaze connects,

For only just a moment 

My heart skips a beat

I'm locked eyes with a poet

 

An uninvited smile splays on my lips

A second of joy

Then ruined by reality 

For, I am just a boy

 

She is a girl

Small and kind

I cry that I can't have her

Because my soul to you is signed

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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  • Nothing anymore

    For years when I would look at your face, I saw my future, my life, my whole world in your eyes, but today I for once just saw your face. The same lips that I had once longed to kiss, the same eyes that I would get lost in, yet I felt nothing.

  • Counting backwards

    I'll push my dull heart down

    Anytime you need me to

    And you'll never hear me

    Beg you under my breath 

    Not to leave me

     

    You looked at me

    Like I'm a horrible 

    Burden just now

  • On a scale

    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112