I never like the face I meet
when morning drags me from my sheets.
The mirror shows a version
that I swear I never chose—
tired eyes, heavy lines,
a stranger wearing all my clothes.
So I trade the truth for filters,
bend my features into shape.
I build a better version of myself
and hide behind its face.
If the world sees that one—
maybe I’ll be okay.
But once the screen goes dark,
I feel the real me crawl up my spine,
whispering that I’m broken,
reminding me what I’m not.
The voice is cruel.
The voice is mine.
And I’m the one I fear the most.
I retouch every photo,
erase the parts I hate,
until I can’t tell where the lies stop
and where I start again.
The person everyone praises
is just a mask I’ve painted thin.
And every time I look too long,
my chest caves with the thought—
if they saw the unedited version,
would they even stay?
It’s strange,
how I can be my own tormentor—
the blade and the bruise,
the wound and the hand that made it.
I guess that’s the truth I keep avoiding:
the reflection isn’t what scares me.
It’s the fact that when I look,
I’m staring back
at my own worst enemy.
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