tattered friendship bracelets

you asked me today
why i was so upset about you leaving
again
and everyone thinks 
that it's not a big deal
because it's not like you're here now
you've been gone for years

and i've missed you for years
and it's making me go crazy.why do i miss you so much?i guess they just don't understand that everything reminds me of you/tattered friendship bracelets/greasy pizza/being loud in a library/surfing/fish n' chips/the 800/muddy              sneakers/french braids/warm summer evenings/

Blue Bear

CA

18 years old

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    i was nice to you, but not out of the ordinary.
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    i'm screaming underwater
    drowning
    while they all watch from the shore
    standing
    motionless

    how are we here again?





     
  • things that remind me of her


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