The walls I built up

Every time you try to get close, I push you away...

Every time you ask if I'm alright I don't know what to say...

I'm always saying sorry even if it's not my fault...

I'm trying my best to let you in, but I don't know how...

The walls I built up where never met to come crashing down...

The walls are miles wide; there's no way around...

"I'm sorry."

Thats all I can say out loud.

I don't want to get hurt, but I don't want to let you down...

"I'm sorry"

Are the only words that are coming out of my mouth...

My head and my heart are telling me two different stories...

"I'm sorry"

Is all that is coming out, all that I can manage to say without tears streaming down my face...

"I'm sorry..."