what a shame

i keep spinning in circles, in circles
i don’t know if it’s my fault, my fault
cause every time i get better it never seems to last
i can’t help but blame myself
but it’s not totally heartfelt 
i think it might be time to blast
i know that you can see me, see me
even though you don’t believe it, believe it
that i’m no longer the same
i used to be the lamest
is this really my payment?
wow, this is all a great shame

sarcasimish

VT

YWP Alumni

More by sarcasimish

  • Thoughts on English

    Angles, angels
    I used to mix up angels and angles
    The spelling got me
    English was hard to learn especially Since i didn’t really want to learn it

    Once, twice, thrice
    I still don’t find it fair that thrice isn’t a thing
  • Graduation

    I’m walking tomorrow

    For my mother who never even got to high school
    Who frowns whenever I’ve put my schoolwork over cleaning my room 

    I’m walking tomorrow 
  • Siblingship

    The bond of siblings doesn’t quite make sense,
    Because I will go half hungry so they can eat the other part of my sandwich,

    The simmering heat of anger that a sibling can make you burn with can be quite questionable,