Why did I write that?

I have so many words inside my head

All brusting to edge

But they get stuck 

I can’t figure out

How to phrase

The way you made me feel

The way you hurt me

How it feels to lose all feeling

How it hurts when I see you

I have the right words

In my mind the ones that make sense

But when I write them out 

Into the world 

I wonder

How they ever made sense at all