You can't fix what's gone

I'm gonna lose 

My mind, my temper

And my heart

 

I'm gonna lose

Her love, her touch 

And your eyes

 

I'm gonna lose 

My freedom, my courage 

And my dignity 

 

I've already lost 

My reputation, my charm

And my my patience 

 

I've already lost

Her trust, her gleam

And your lust

 

I've already lost 

My soul, my joy

And myself 

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    Retract and hide

    I've recently found myself back in my shell

    Pretending to be someone I'm not

    And I think I know why.

     

    I've pulled back from people 

    Only interacting with animals and strangers online 

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    Radio silence

    I'm opening my phone

    To nothing 

    No messages, no emails, no missed calls,

    All I'm getting is radio silence 

     

    The sinking feeling in my heart returned

    The one where you know something is wrong

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    By Bee.Lover

    It's dark out now.

    Stinging my eyes

    The tears come

    Pouring down

    Relentlessly.

    Still breathing 

    Still warm

    Yet dead 

    To me

    And me alone.

    Grief floods me

    Again 

    I'm drowning