I’ve changed, but I haven’t moved on

I’ve rebranded and changed my image
Because my kindness was pillaged
So, I’m no longer very timid
But I stand here feeling livid
Cause you’ll never see this pivot 
You’ll always see me as the person who will divot
Who will change and break for you While you never visit
Balance was all that I wanted to elicit 
But it was something I never got which was just terrific