there is this voice
in my head
that talks too much
about
everything all at once
a voice that
make me so nervous
the muscles in my throat
tighten
and it feels like I can't breathe
a voice that makes
my heart pound
and my breath come to fast
a voice that makes me so nauseous
that I don't eat enough
for
1
2
3
days
a voice that makes my palms
sweat
and
props my eyes open
with too many thoughts
while alarm bells go off
and the clock moves from
4
5
6
in the morning
a voice that wraps
rubber bands around my forehead
giving me headaches
rate your pain on a scale of
1-10.
7.
and i search
big text books filled with
latin words
that tell me
I have
heart arrhythmia
or
stomach cancer
8 different ways
the symptoms presented
are fatal
is it my thyroid?
these symptoms are
stress induced
there are days
when I am finally hungry
and finally tired
and can breath into my toes
and it is those days when
the rest of me
gets angry
at the voice
because they work so hard
to keep me alive
despite my limited windpipe
and diminished appetite
and I remember that
my body loves me
it is only a whisper
it was only 9 days
in my head
that talks too much
about
everything all at once
a voice that
make me so nervous
the muscles in my throat
tighten
and it feels like I can't breathe
a voice that makes
my heart pound
and my breath come to fast
a voice that makes me so nauseous
that I don't eat enough
for
1
2
3
days
a voice that makes my palms
sweat
and
props my eyes open
with too many thoughts
while alarm bells go off
and the clock moves from
4
5
6
in the morning
a voice that wraps
rubber bands around my forehead
giving me headaches
rate your pain on a scale of
1-10.
7.
and i search
big text books filled with
latin words
that tell me
I have
heart arrhythmia
or
stomach cancer
8 different ways
the symptoms presented
are fatal
is it my thyroid?
these symptoms are
stress induced
there are days
when I am finally hungry
and finally tired
and can breath into my toes
and it is those days when
the rest of me
gets angry
at the voice
because they work so hard
to keep me alive
despite my limited windpipe
and diminished appetite
and I remember that
my body loves me
it is only a whisper
it was only 9 days
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