Poetry

its starting to ring

the noise in my head

telling me im feeling

something i didn't know

i was capable of.

its getting louder

the sirens

the warning

i dont have a chance

at surviving

you dont know how close

i was to falling

to plumetting

neither do i

you came along

i cant tell

if you made things easier

or ten times more difficult

i cant tell

if i only tripped a little

11:00 PM: "Hey. how are you?"
Delete.

11:00 PM:  "I know its late but I cant sleep. How have you been? I've been thinking about you."
Delete

i watch as all of my old friends 

grow up to be everything i never wanted,

everything i told myself i would never turn into.

As if it were wrong,

as if it were some curse.

And now i want everything they have,

I almost called you last night. 

I had my thumb hovering over your contact, 

just staring at your name until the screen went dark.

I wonder if they're up there

Watching from the stars

Waving at the ship

From Venus and from Mars 

Does Laika chase the ship

 A toy she never got to test?

The winter’s chill has finally ceased,
A velvet warmth is now released.
The world wakes up in vibrant green,
The fairest, freshest, tranquil scene.

Minds 

Alight 

With bubbling ideas, 

From pen 

To paper, 

Pages overflowing 

With words, 

Your hate has wrapped around our Neck

Dragging us down into your Hell 

Then your hands clutched our Own

Claws dug into our Skin

The pain is there to keep us in Check

Keeping us in our Cell

Some people look at me 

in my childish pigtails,

talking too loudly,

trying to get everybody to hear me.

And think they know everything about me.

That I'm a ditz,

Look in the mirror,

What do you see?

Someone,

Who will always be ugly?

Someone,

Who will never be pretty enough?