QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • Punching waves

    My therapist told me not to punch waves

    I think it was supposed to be a metaphor

    I don't punch waves

    I throw myself into them

    Relentlessly

    Until I can't feel the pain

  • If I called you

    If I called you

    Right now

    In the middle of the night

    If I called you in tears

    And said I don't know

    I don't know how to do this anymore

    Maybe I never did

    One second I'm fine

    The next

  • Girls

    We can do hard things.

    We can push through heartbreak,

    The tears of feeling like we're not wanted,

    Like we're not good enough,

    We can splash in them.

    We can laugh and cry in the same breath

  • I told myself

    I told myself

    Over and over

    My future lies within that year

    Within a heart so icy

    It froze my own

    Within eyes so guarded

    They became attackers.

    By seeking to reclaim our past

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