QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • I think

    I think you make me really happy

    I think it’s sort of all-consuming

    I think I want to be with you every second

    Of every day

    I think maybe what keeps me up at night

    Is replaying you

    Replaying us

  • Together

    You’re different

    With all of us

    Versus just me.

    You’re different

    With a whole crazy friend group

    Than you are when it’s us chilling in your basement watching Stranger Things 

  • People

    People want things from me

    This incredible group of people

    They want me to mediate

    To laugh

    To help them with x, y, and z

    They want me to come with them

    Pulling me in different directions constantly

  • Childhood obsession

    A childhood obsession, sure.

    That's how it started.

    But it's all I am -

    It's who I am -

    It's the deepest

    Truest

    Version of myself I could possibly be.

    The notebook.

    Stats and tracking

  • Punching waves

    My therapist told me not to punch waves

    I think it was supposed to be a metaphor

    I don't punch waves

    I throw myself into them

    Relentlessly

    Until I can't feel the pain

Loves

  • Anticipating

    I don't know what this is

    whether it's summer really sinking in

    or if it's something else

    something more

    something worse.

    I don't want to turn into this

    a puddle of negative feelings and boredom.

  • Orpheus

    My whole life I have been trying to tell a story so beautiful that the world would fall in love with me.

    That is why I befriended words and stage lights.

    That is why I watch the details of the world

  • Eye Wish

    When you get an eyelash in your eye

    a wish will fall in with it

    each one holds memories

    stained with the makeup of your life

    if the memory is tainted

    with trauma, fear, or pain