Posts
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I wish
I wish I could be you.
Running to your room
Plugging your ears
Whenever there's a scary part of a movie
And coming back out in time
To see the happy ending -
Closing your eyes
Covering your face
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This man
This man
With a family who loves him
But can't help him
Because he needs to help himself first
This man
Drunk on hatred for himself
For this world
"Hopeless", they all say
With their eyes
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Grateful
I am grateful.
Grateful that three no-longer-kids,
Grown-up,Jobs-and-girlfriends-and-college boys
Are there for me
Have my back
Even though we haven’t talked for a while
Even though we live hours away
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Too fast
Every time I think I didn’t care
Every time I think you did nothing to me
But I can feel you
Creeping around who I’ve become
In my relationships
Beyond you -
I didn’t know how to do this,
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Family from far away
Here, for the first time in years
With family I haven’t known
But still, family.
And I like it here.
The first vacation
I’ve actually enjoyed
So far away from my own home
Which usually I hate
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First
I'm not going to lie,
I don't care -
I never really did.
I didn't last year
And I still don't.
But.
It does give me that
Teeny
Tiny
Itty
Bitty
Little
Bit of
Loves
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Mixed Feelings
I am sad
sad to not have weekly meetings with you
I am nervous
nervous of what I'll be doing this weekend
I am excited
excited to show off, to show my friends and family this tradition
I am apprehensive
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Grateful
I am grateful.
Grateful that three no-longer-kids,
Grown-up,Jobs-and-girlfriends-and-college boys
Are there for me
Have my back
Even though we haven’t talked for a while
Even though we live hours away
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Young love
I remember that warm summer night,
we argued about who could jump farther off the swings,
we were only 14.
It down poured,
they didn't set the fireworks off,
you didn't care,
neither did I.
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Is this lust?
Time slips away from us
My guard slips down
Her hands slips in my hair
And somehow I slip further out of love
I dream of her touch
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Everything
I have the chance to do anything
not quite everything
but many things
and I don't know what I want to do.
I could be a writer
or start my own company
or be an Einstein-level mathematician
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Stereotypes
I hate stereotypes
and the heavy, constant smell of perfume as I walk by my classmates wearing too much lip gloss
but I like dressing myself up
and I do care about my appearance