QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

Posts

  • Storm

    I love this feeling.

    The wind on my face,

    The fire under my skin

    Doused by the rain.

    The ominous clouds overhead.

    My natural state it what the storm is,

    Right now.

    It's just how I've always been.

  • I don't

    I don't

    Open at your words

    Your touch

    I don't

    Listen to

    Anyone anymore.

    I am completely in my head.

    I know we don't have time for this mess.

    I do it anyway.

    I don't

    Pay attention.

  • "I don't care"

    "I don't care," I say.

    Don't care.

    Don't.

    Do not.

    Don't want to.

    Can't.

    Scared to.

    You look at me.

    Ask, "What about your friends?"

    Yes, what about them, self?

  • I was

    I was...what was I?

    I was happy.

    I was free.

    I had such a rush of a year

    That I forgot...everything else.

    Full steam ahead

    Days blurring

    Like a train.

    Plowing through.

    I warned myself.

  • Did I really?

    You said

    I seemed relaxed.

    Not tense,

    Like I feel,

    Constantly.

    Not curled up into a tight little ball

    Against the world.

    You said 

    I seemed loose.

    I don't feel loose

Loves

  • summer

    the air tastes like honey and promise

    sticky with the scent of blooming jasmine

    and freshly cut grass that crunches beneath bare feet

    the sky drips blue

    stretching wider every afternoon

  • what’s next

    she walks into the room like a sentence that forgot to whisper

    light brown hair pulled back in a way that says she didn’t try

    but still somehow gets it right

    clear glasses catching the light

  • Stuck in September

    “Hey! Congrats, you finished! Would you like to see how far you’ve come?”

    “Finished? What do you mean finished? It’s barely been a week, are you kidding me?”

  • I love you

    -Can I tell you something?

     

    (I have a secret deep within my bones, deep within my heart. I am dying to tell you.)

     

         -Yeah, anything.

    -I love you.