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i still hold you in my heart
i still hold you in my heart,
where it's safe,
and you have your place,
but every once and a while,
i feel you come out,
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This Fire Burns Hot
I'm sorry for screaming so loud,
Except really I am not,
Because how am I supposed to stay quiet,
When this fire still burns hot.
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I sit
I
I sit
I sit and
I sit and think
I sit and think and
I sit and think and wonder
I sit and think and wonder and
I sit and think and wonder and worry
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To being carefree
today, i let my brother spray me with a hose
and it reminded me of that time at camp,
when we jumped in the pool, still in our clothes
it reminded me of water balloon fights,
Loves
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on endings
and—
time
(itsoveritsoveritsoveritsover)
stops.there
are
tears
in
your
eyes,
mascara
smeared -
chowtime
I don't want to
I shouldn't need to
I don't have to
I really shouldn't.
Numbers upon numbers upon numbers that insist
upon eachother. Adding up quickly and carrying mental
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Don't Tell My Friends
Lying in my bed
Staring at the ceiling
Rethinking the day
Going over everything I said
Everything I did
But please
Don't tell my friends
About my excessive overthinking
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Please, don’t.
Don’t.
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know what I mean?
Don’t you know what I mean when I say
something isn’t right something isn’t right something isn’t right
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If
I —
I could.
I could, love.
I could love you.
I could love you if…
I —I wanted.
I wanted to.
I wanted to, love.
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