Shattered moments
Gathering in my mind
Like when we went blueberry picking
And gave up on it
Because there were only a few ripe ones
And Z taught me that the green ones are actually pretty good
And we started a competition
"How many blueberries can you catch in your mouth?"
And tossed them to each other
Diving among the bushes
All of us
My cousin and I and
Z, L, and E
And then we went to play Sardines in the Breeding Barn
Dusty musty place
Huge
Hiding
Followed E around closely
Because his spidey-sense eventually led us to the hiding place
Dove under cobwebby vehicle without thinking
Claustrophobia
Panic
Z was right there
Crouching next to where I was lying flat on my stomach in the dirt
Packed like literal sardines
Underneath a crusty old nonfunctioning car
And he got the spiders out of my hair
And I was okay
And very dusty
And very dirty
And on the ropes course
Homemade and I didn't trust it
But everyone had fun and we were all laughing
And J kept saying "Remember, you're not going to die"
Super helpful
And we had so much fun
And then at the lake
Everyone went swimming
We chilled by the shore together
Two pairs of sneakers stretching towards the waves
Searching the rocks for sea glass
Windswept hair, wrapped in my cousin's hoodie
So calm
So content
At peace
And I asked to borrow L's towel
And he said "But it has a shark on it"
What would that have to do with anything?
Cracking up
All his prompt answers were banana-related
And we all played rat slap too
I was terrible at it
Tapping her shoulders and eventually his because she got tired of it
Looking over his shoulder at the cards
Tap-tap tap tap tap-tap tap
And we braided J's hair
And princess-carried E out to the parents
And made delicious flatbread and gave him a makeover
And he just tolerated it all
And we were all laughing
And we made a blueberry crumble and didn't burn it this time
And we all smell permanently like bug spray and sunscreen and manure
What a great week
So many new people
And we all learned to love each other
We all learned to get along
And I was happy around middle schoolers
For the first time in a while
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