moonriseee

moonriseee

PA

14 years old

Posts

  • obsessed

    i get

    obsessed

    with little things

    movies

    singers

    people

    anything

    for two to six months

    i cant

    think

    about

    anything 

    else

    like being tangled

  • Dear Rigby

    the road turns slow past the fields

    stone crackles under the tires like a voice i forgot i missed

    i lean forward in my seat holding my breath

    because there you are

    just past the trees

  • Summer

    the air tastes like honey and promise 

    sticky with the scent of blooming jasmine 

    and freshly cut grass that crunches beneath bare feet 

    the sky drips blue 

    stretching wider every afternoon 

  • Turning A Page

    Verse 1
    The sun sets slow on this fading day,
    I see your faces, but they feel far away.
    Laughter lingers in the hollow air,
    But something’s shifting like you’re not really there.

  • the hand

    there is a hand squeezing my heart

    tight slow like it knows every part of me

    holding on to the pieces i’m leaving behind

    the empty rooms the silent voices the half spoken goodbyes

    it does not let go

  • Dress

    sometimes the dress feels like a soft breath

    a quiet hope wrapped in fabric

    that touches my skin like a secret i’m afraid to speak aloud

    it’s the way light moves when i twirl

    the way i feel seen without saying a word

Loves

  • I Won't

    Nope

    I'm not going back to school.

    I'm going to ignore the back-to-school ads

    And shopping trips

    The packing

    The new outfits

    The brand-new pencils

    I won't do it

  • Beauty

    Beauty is

    Not hiding being a thick mask

    A thick layer that is not you.

    Beauty is

    Not wanting to be someone's doll

    Someone's plaything

    We are not here for decoration.

    Beauty is knowing what you want

  • Camp

    Shattered moments

    Gathering in my mind

    Like when we went blueberry picking

    And gave up on it

    Because there were only a few ripe ones

    And Z taught me that the green ones are actually pretty good 

  • Love

    I love

    Snowy stage band mornings

    Dark and cold

    Blowing in the door with some random trumpet player

    Our conductor's coffee

    Wet I-just-showered hair

    Bedhead, the age-old oops-forgot-my-folder

  • Every time

    Every time

    I give and give and give

    Ask you questions

    Advice

    Support you

    Every single time

    Even when I should know better by now

    And you pretty much ignore me and just rant to yourself