I never knew I needed you.

I have had so many friends.

Some may say I am lucky

to be surrounded by huge groups.

Always having someone to talk to.

 

I agree.

I am lucky to have all these people.

But it always felt like something was missing.

 

I didn’t have someone specific

to look for in crowds.

I didn’t have a shoulder to cry on.

 

I was oblivious to the loneliness I felt

until you took it away.

You are my first real friend.

 

I never really believed in platonic soulmates.

I just didn’t get how people could have

that kind of connection. You know?

The one they have in movies.

 

But now I have that with you,

and I couldn’t thank you more.

 

You get me in a way I don’t even get myself.

You know what I am thinking

before I can finish the thought.

 

I can’t see most of my future

But I know you will be there.

You will be at my graduation.

And you will lead the way for

the flower girl at my wedding.

My children will call you their aunt,

and I will call you my sister.

 

I will not say your name,

but you know who you are.

So, thank you.

Alana Conway

PA

15 years old

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