happy birthday

i blew out the candles

and made a wish

i wished for love

like i always do

but something felt

different

more melancholy

like maybe i wont

get my wish

i have my whole life

stretching out

infront of me

only on my fifteenth

year

but im afraid to step

or else ill fall

so why does it feel

like its ending right now

im wasting away

i dont think ill make a wish

again

moonriseee

PA

15 years old

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