this i know (a list poem)
- i do not believe in miracles.
- i encourage people to be optimistic. you never know what lies ahead.
- i am nearly thirteen years old and adults tell me every day i was born to be a poet.
You say we lived happily during the war
as if it was a sin
As if, in the heat and fire of the end, we
are not to relish in the good
we all grow in different directions
planted in the same soil
springing up towards the sun
when I went right you went left
we're going different ways
trajectories
Everything I ever wanted
How strange
to have a category in my inbox under "friends" for you -
one you've yet to earn
and every time I fall for this trick
and it hurts
every
time
we practically fall over ourselves these light afternoons,
rushing like snow amongst crocuses to be the first ones outdoors,
on our bikes, to the corner, down the hill. oh lord the hill! it is
the forest knows me
& takes me back this day
calling
i am lightened,
please come stay.
shatter me stars
a thousand shards of tomorrows
breaking across the dawn
picked out in typeset and ink
a thousand flaming horizons
reaching forward
as I shatter
Don't join those kids in teasing that girl.
Sure, she was annoying,
But you are too,
And sure those kids were safety,
But they will soon dissappear,
And you will be left with only the guilt,
I’d leave the unmade bed,
the pile of textbooks that feel like lead,
and the mirror that’s never quite right.
I’d just walk until the streetlights
stop looking like eyes,
and start looking like stars I can actually reach.
I am my own hero,
not because I fly or hold the sun,
but because when the foundations cracked
and the roof gave way to the weight of it all,
I did not let the dust become my grave.
Night reached a sticky hand
Into her packet of pop rocks, hair
Messy but with perfect curls, eyes
Ever-changing with the color of dusk,
Silky purple dress that twirled
When it all hurts
I watch the sunset,
I hear it tell me there is still beauty.
I see it gleaming
The sweet strawberry red
That stains the sky like red staining our fingertips
Leaving behind wisps of orange