The Absolute Certainty Hidden in the Uncertain
every time the
re is uncertain
ty in my life, i
am extremely
calm, because
i know that w
hen it is resol
ved, i will feel h
appy or sad and
either way, i will
feel.
every time the
re is uncertain
ty in my life, i
am extremely
calm, because
i know that w
hen it is resol
ved, i will feel h
appy or sad and
either way, i will
feel.
If you can't do it for yourself
Then do it for her
Do it for the girl
With big ideas
And even bigger dreams
The girl who would try to count the stars
But then sigh and say there was a lot
new school means new friends
i think as a stare across the table at the same friends.
but something seems different.
we're missing someone,
or many someones.
or maybe even a part of ourselves.
-and of course he’ll say he drank cow’s milk all his life. his heatwave-stricken palms will be bare
and they'll twine like rough half-grown saplings into the fabric of the cosmos.
Happy birthday
or more like happy belated birthday -
I'm a day late -
but still
you're fourteen now
same as you were a week ago
but older
You'll be driving in what, two years?
we're so old
Sometimes words fall out senselessly,
no meaning attached.
But because they want to,
not necessarily because
they want to be revealed.
It's as if my pen
has control over me,
writing whatever comes
The whole world’s quiet sound
echoing on the still ground—
an understanding.
-Haiku
Hope always looks like
something golden and beautiful and bright
but Hope has just fallen
her face streaked with dirt
was it easy for you to love
me? i’m not asking about the good days, i’m asking about
the whole time period in which i
was allowed in your life.
was i easy to love? but please,
I let myself cry
And it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest
Exploding
Shattering into the sky
I felt like I was dying
Each day it gets easier
But when it catches up to you
I'm so old
I know I'm not really but
It feels like it.
Like I'm a teenager
For real this time
Like I'm normal
And my parents trust me
And I can text?
And I'm normal
I am speechless.
My thoughts don't make sense
and my voice struggles to come out and make a sound.
I am wordless
and I write but my cold fingers have forgotten the keys
or how to hold a pen