Bee.Lover

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

Posts

  • Breaking out

    I step out into a cool summer night 

    The air fills my lungs and soothes my anxiety riddled body

    I walk out and feel the calm breeze on my torn up skin, wrapping around me like it's comforting my wounds

  • This is really goodbye

    I've grieved this relationship a million times, a million ways, yet it was always somehow easier because I knew you would come back. I knew how to play my cards so I could be assured that you were hooked as much as I am. 

  • Selfish player

    You're always the victim 

    All "poor woh is me"

    Until you get caught 

    Until you hurt me

     

    What would happen

    If the roles were reversed 

    If you were stuck chasing 

  • What do I know?

    Unknown is the world we live in 

    How deep is the ocean?

    How big is the universe? 

    It's unknown 

    So why try to figure it out?

    Why try to swim deeper than you can?

Loves

  • Days like these

    I hold a dandelion to my lips,

    The skeletal puff of its existence -

    And I blow on it gently

    After thinking hard:

    What should I wish for?

    For my friends to never have to leave?

    To stop being so behind

  • didn't you know...?

    Do you know it hurts to leave me here?

    Bleeding, scarred, begging for someone to see,

    And you won't shed a single tear—

    Even though we've been through so much—for me. 

     

    Didn't you know?

     

  • Untitled

    You trap me up

    Like you could chain

    My beaten heart away.

     

    You build your walls

    And sorrow calls

    To say that you have changed. 

     

    The prison now

    Stands still and dead

  • Hello Spring

    Hello Spring, 

    I see you down the cobbled path; 

    Your flowers lead the way, 

    I run after you—two can play this game. 

     

    Hello Spring, 

    When it rains, I still chase you 

  • Selfish player

    You're always the victim 

    All "poor woh is me"

    Until you get caught 

    Until you hurt me

     

    What would happen

    If the roles were reversed 

    If you were stuck chasing