Bee.Lover

My father texted me on Valentine's day 

Three years ago I would've responded

But this year I asked who it was

I had deleted his contact 

I don't regret it 

Because my dad died years ago

I know I can never have her like I want to

If I could even have her like that I wouldn't take it

Not anymore 

But maybe in another lifetime I would 

My heart only beats for her

I love it

It being you

You changed my life 

Life that you give me

You blow my mind 

Mind you, that's not easy

Easy on the eyes 

Eyes as calling as a siren song

My mind has gone numb 

My hands are ice cold 

Each day blends into the next

Each word pulls me closer to the edge

Nothing is the absence of something 

Red, green, silver and white

These colors light up a winter night

Pine trees all wrapped up tight 

Plastic bulbs shining bright

Blankets of snow cover the ground 

I've never been the lucky type

That's just never been my plight

But now I'm standing in the light

I found a person good for me

A sweet girl, kind and neat

But yet she knows how to bring the heat