Bee.Lover

My heart flutters, 

My hands shake,

My mind is cluttered 

And my face breaks.

But you make it better

Little by little, bit by bit,

Any day with you I forget her 

for my girlfriend who gets me roses,

but not just any plain old red ones,

but flowers in my favorite color,

and she knows that I love them. 

for my girlfriend who gets me presents,

I'm doing fine, until I see the look in your eyes. 

They're cold, and dark, and filled with despise. 

But I can see the façade you're playing.

I can see it in your fingers, 

The pitch black void in my heart,

Never full, never satisfied.

Until I found you

A feeling I don't know arose within me,

A feeling of satisfaction.

For once I felt full, it was enough,

You are enough.

i wake up from long nights, 

i see your face and i smile. 

it hurts my stomach,

it hurts every part of me. 

why do you have to see me like this?

i'm ugly, i'm a monster,

The first time

I thought you were the one. 

I was just a silly kid

back then. 

I longed for no more fights,

and no more misunderstandings. 

But to be more than friends,