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Second place is the first to lose
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I never get DMed
Opening was the worst possible choice I could've made
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Is this lust?
Time slips away from us
My guard slips down
Her hands slips in my hair
And somehow I slip further out of love
I dream of her touch
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One last kiss
Eyes as deep as space,
Looking into them I lose my breath
An undeniable spark buried down
Quickly turns to fireworks, the desires are unbound
Words tumble out of my mouth
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I'll carry the weight
I'll make it look easy
I'll hold my head high
And move on
By that I mean
I'll see how hard it is
Shut my eyes tight
And dwell on the past in my mind
I have to set the pace
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One year, one lifetime
My world is different
A new place
A new name
Yet still just the same as last year
Still the same crushing sorrow
Still the same grief as last year
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Breaking out
I step out into a cool summer night
The air fills my lungs and soothes my anxiety riddled body
I walk out and feel the calm breeze on my torn up skin, wrapping around me like it's comforting my wounds
Loves
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rerun
The whole world whispers when you meet my gaze,
My eyes flutter closed as your lips meet mine,
And though it's forbidden, my heart still betrays.
I know I should leave, but I always stay,
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One year, one lifetime
My world is different
A new place
A new name
Yet still just the same as last year
Still the same crushing sorrow
Still the same grief as last year
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Crossroads
what do I do when the leaves are dead?
what do I do with this road ahead?
i'll walk the stretch, and clear the way,
but my feet won't move today.
what do I do when these trees are surreal?
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behind slammed doors and silent screams
I cried in silence again.
The tears streamed down
And made puddles on my carpet floor
I'm lying on again.
I watched the minutes change again.
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routine details
the bus driver glared at me
like i was a sin to society;
he called me a fag—under his breath,
and i got in my seat like nothing happened.
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Mitosis
i'm split in two;
an exact replica on the outside,
my code is all the same.
the original me;
who knows which piece,
you'll have to tear me apart to just see.