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Turn away
I fight everything
To not turn back
To not run away
But my eyes still
Land on her face
My feet become rooted
In the ground
My heart twists
In my chest
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Fated in dreams
Sometimes I dream of you
Our future, our past, and us now
Usually I end up breaking apart
Listening to your words
Making my world hell
And then I wake up
The truth floods back
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My father's daughter
My father texted me on Valentine's day
Three years ago I would've responded
But this year I asked who it was
I had deleted his contact
I don't regret it
Because my dad died years ago
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Maybe in another lifetime
I know I can never have her like I want to
If I could even have her like that I wouldn't take it
Not anymore
But maybe in another lifetime I would
My heart only beats for her
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The end of the beginning
I love it
It being you
You changed my life
Life that you give me
You blow my mind
Mind you, that's not easy
Easy on the eyes
Eyes as calling as a siren song
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Falling into nothing
My mind has gone numb
My hands are ice cold
Each day blends into the next
Each word pulls me closer to the edge
Nothing is the absence of something
Loves
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A Stranger Who Holds My Hand
You put on your glassy mask
So I'll only see
The version of yourself
You contrived for me.
You slip on your suffocating shoes
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Your Lies, Your Tricks, Your Game
You lied to me like it wouldn't flood
Everything that we had built
Those nights you held me close
Like nothing could ever bring us down.
But the water is filling my lungs,
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i wrote you something in iambic, you will never read
so what should I say now?
that I will back away?
you'll chain me with your words
until you get your say
and shoot your shot with her
because you have a chance,
and I'll stick to my side,
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Nothing anymore
For years when I would look at your face, I saw my future, my life, my whole world in your eyes, but today I for once just saw your face. The same lips that I had once longed to kiss, the same eyes that I would get lost in, yet I felt nothing.
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Counting backwards
I'll push my dull heart down
Anytime you need me to
And you'll never hear me
Beg you under my breath
Not to leave me
You looked at me
Like I'm a horrible
Burden just now
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On misty moons, I wander free
On misty moons, I wander free,
Escaping life's cacophony,
The world's too loud—a fading sound,
As nature's peace enfolds me round.