Posts
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Losing an animal
I've held many creatures
Void of life
But it's never as hard
As when it's your own
No pulse, no
Breathing
Just an empty
Shell that once was
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You can't fix what's gone
I'm gonna lose
My mind, my temper
And my heart
I'm gonna lose
Her love, her touch
And your eyes
I'm gonna lose
My freedom, my courage
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Blue sky's and ocean eyes
Kind and generous
The best girl for me
An absolutely perfect girl
Yet I threw it away
Her sadness is suffocating
Her words landed on my heart
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Oh little girl
"Oh little girl,"
They say with distain
Usually followed by a suggestion on how to change myself
But I don't want to change
"Oh little girl,"
With tears in their eyes
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Confessions
How can you not see,
The true feelings deep in me.
The hard ache of hiding,
It's still not subsiding.
Lying to myself
"Just put the thoughts on a shelf."
Please stop pretending that you can't tell,
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I'm done
They say it will pass
They say I'll feel better
"Time will fix it"
"Just put her pictures in a shredder"
But it's not that easy
To just "move on"
I don't think you ever really can
Loves
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Low Battery
This morning I woke up
to find my phone hadn't charged last night,
so I plugged it in while I stumbled through my morning routine
and picked it up right before I hurriedly left the scene.
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Turn away
I fight everything
To not turn back
To not run away
But my eyes still
Land on her face
My feet become rooted
In the ground
My heart twists
In my chest
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Fated in dreams
Sometimes I dream of you
Our future, our past, and us now
Usually I end up breaking apart
Listening to your words
Making my world hell
And then I wake up
The truth floods back
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The Binary Code
The binary code is plastered everywhere
from the billboard of the new romance movie
to the books that have shaped our history.
The binary code is ingrained in our heads
as we see the magazines,
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After All of This
It's only February
and look at this world.
I want to know if we'll
get through all of this.
And on the other side,
will I still be standing,
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Keeping My Promise
I promised you I would always stay,
swore on a bond I thought would never break.
Then came a time everything conflict
but I meant every word, every bit of it.