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Oh little girl
"Oh little girl,"
They say with distain
Usually followed by a suggestion on how to change myself
But I don't want to change
"Oh little girl,"
With tears in their eyes
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Confessions
How can you not see,
The true feelings deep in me.
The hard ache of hiding,
It's still not subsiding.
Lying to myself
"Just put the thoughts on a shelf."
Please stop pretending that you can't tell,
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I'm done
They say it will pass
They say I'll feel better
"Time will fix it"
"Just put her pictures in a shredder"
But it's not that easy
To just "move on"
I don't think you ever really can
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I love you
The words
They lack meaning
Yet they continue to repeat
Like tapping on a drum
Melodic and timed
Yet so imperfect
Empty sounds of years replaying
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Unknown feelings
I can't describe this feeling
It's one I've never known
But I know that it feels bad
And I can feel it in my bones
It's a distinct emptiness
But not a hole or void
Loves
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maybe I'll be fixed
I used to wake up and just watch you breathe,
I'd see your face and smile; we were in love.
It hurt me in a way that I would seethe
Every time I saw you and I've become
A monster who covers all of their scars,
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truth buried within a cookbook
- Add a little bit of truth in the mix
- Bury it in cups of sentences
- A pinch of darkness
- Stir in that liter of death, himself
- Teaspoon of loneliness
- Knead together the memories of the last twelve years
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What Happens When You Get On A Teacher's Bad Side...
He grabs my hand like he did last week—it might even be at the same time if I remembered— and pulls me across the hallway stained with the cafeteria's red sauce that students have been spilling for ages, and into what he calls "our place
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The March On
Pretend I am alright,
act like I’m just fine.
Wonder if you see the battle march
in every step I stride.
Pretend I am alright,
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Float
I'm falling into the deep end,
That dark place that floods me
Over and over till I'm drowning
And I just float, float, float.
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Low Battery
This morning I woke up
to find my phone hadn't charged last night,
so I plugged it in while I stumbled through my morning routine
and picked it up right before I hurriedly left the scene.