Bee.Lover

I can't take back what I did.

 But I want you to know that you weren't a game to me, that is just my love. 

It's sick and twisted and dark and suffocating 

But it's not meant to hurt you

I know my world is warped 

But I thought I saw you clearly 

I assume I saw it wrong

But there are two people in this story

Two hurt, damaged people that fell in love

At least I did anyway

I regret not running to you

Yet I regret running to you then but

Now it's behind me

I think of how we talk

Of how we laugh, then 

I pick apart every word

Guitar Girl

She plays guitar 

She writes songs

She lives not far

And I could stay there all day long

She ties back her hair

And hides her insecurities 

I can say everything right

But she'll still never love me

After that one bad night,

Now I just want to be free

This isn't about a friend

Or someone special 

No texts I will send

You are the light in my life,

My girlfriend and my love.

You take away the night,

And your body fits with mine 

I know you love my poems

So I will write them for you.