Amelia_v

Don't underestimate me.
Don't look at me and think oh she looks soft.
Don't say my name under your breath.
Don't say I don't know a thing.
Don't assume I won't fight back.
Because not all fighting,

You make me want to cry,
form an ocean at my feet,
so salty everything dies from my pian.
You make me want to scream,
loud enough to break glass,
sharp as if used to show blood.
You make me never want to see again,

Slow down,
Look to the sky,
endless blue,
my heart smiles.
Honey bees,
flowers dancing in the breeze,
water flowing down down down,
my heart smiles.
Music blasting,
dancing like no one is there,

cold,
seeping in,
filling all the way to my bones.
my heart beating fast, 
blood rushing through my limbs.
breathing unevenly,
like a baby bird trying to fly,
for the first time. 
Panic attacks,