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“What’s your name again?”

They ask me 

“Amelia” 

I whisper in a hushed tone

“Right” 

They nod as if they remembered  at all

It’s almost as if I am a lost object

Hidden in plain sight

No matter how hard you look

It’s never found.

People see right past me 

Like I am never there

Just an empty shadow

I hope someday I find the person 

Who says things and it just feels right

Holds me close in the dark whispers I love sending shivers up my spine 

The person who knows me like a best friend loves me like well a lover

I won’t try to pretend

That I am the type of girl

You can call more then a friend.

I won’t try to pretend

That I will never break rules

Unless you ask me to.

And I won’t try to pretend

This love is a gold rush

covered your skin

What must it be like to grow up

that beautiful. 

This love is a fever dream

in the quiet of the night

It kills me slow

I just want you more.