Amelia_v

It’s 2023, 

March 19 2023 to be exact.

It still feels as if no time as changed,

Since last month.

Still going to be spring,

Then sike it’s winter again.

Still just trying to get by in school.

Your eyes remind me of all the things I have been missing and all the things I could have.
dancing in the rain and mountain top views.
snow animals and muddy New England roads.
cold hands and cold feet warming up near roaring fires.

You could call me crazy,
You could call me strange,
You could call me quiet,
You could call me loud,
You could call me annoying,
You could call me kind,
You could call me weak,
You could call me strong,

These days my mood keeps changing her mind,
she wants to be sad,
then she wants to be happy,
and ten seconds later she finds something to be mad about.
These days it's hard to sleep
because my mind keeps floating,

He watches the clouds in the afternoon light with his back to the grass
Instead of following his friends he stays and finds pictures in the sky above his head
He does not think anyone else would want to watch the sky with him

I am a girl who never swears,
nice trustworthy
        says sorry too much for my own good.
Very few people know this comes from years of practice and breakdowns.