Amelia_v

I feel like this sometimes as if I am all alone but surrounded by moving bodies filled with heat fake smiles on plastic faces 

I am made of fire

Raging strong

Holding me up

I am full of every single heartbreak

That has made me who I am

I prayed our love would never die,

Till the moment,

I prayed,

You would never love me again.

All my life I tried to find me in other people,

I should have known,

Me was always there.

I fell into a pile of books,

Met a boy,

With eyes like a stormy sea,

A heart like the sun.

Sorry I don’t know,

If I am getting up again.

I spill my words,

dropping like pebbles.

What if I trip,

what if I fall,

on my fears.

Am I a monster,

for wanting more,

for trying to be me.

I try to let go,

but what if I trip,