Amelia_v

I dream of you in primary colors.

Red is for jokes and evil smirks.

Yellow is for happy laughs and glowing eyes.

Orange is for freckles on sunburned cheeks.

Blue is for pouty lips and missing you.

Now I know that you like her.
Now I know that your eyes are all over her,
When I had hoped it would be me.
Now I know that you want her hand,
In you hair and in your hand.
Now I know that she likes you.

You pull the strings in my heart,
Pulling them so hard,
I can feel the tension.
You pull the strings in my mind,
Demanding my attenttion.
You pull the strings in my belly,
Butterflys dancing salsa all night long.
 

The tears fall down my cheeks.
I try to hold them back,
Ignore the pain in my chest.
Pushing down all the anger,
Pushing down all the fear.
Because no one deserves my words.
The ones I write over and over,