Rocky_O

I can't force the words out 
You stand there patiently awaiting my answer
As I struggle to find the courage to talk
The words are just stuck, 
putting them out into the world is harder than you could ever imagine 

Sometimes I feel like I'm not really living my life 
just an obsever watching from afar 
Like I have no control 
over the way I feel, or act
reckless abandon 
watching my life slowly,
fall apart