TheDemiDevil

this summer i am re-inventing myself
i am manifesting a new me
my old skin will shed,
and a new face shall take its place.

 

"try".

whenever i ask for help,
what to do, 
you say 'try'.

in vain.

such vanity provokes me.

how shall i, a child,
unfit to vote,
not allowed to have a say in anything

He paused for a few moments,
and then took my hand in his
eyes clouded with hazy coating confusion 
but a strong coating of attraction.

My heart exploding with joy,
my body floating weightlessly into the clouds.

Light sobbing in the bathroom stall
Aren't we all crying a bit on the inside?
Report cards are passed out, the same pleas and worried voices,
"Can you make my B+ an A?" 
"My parents are gonna be so mad ..."

i've lived in many houses

but none are like the house i grew up in

my memories scattered and returning in fragemented dreams

but one factor remains the same

the house smells like fresh laundry

i wonder why no one can see me

hear me

or touch me

the walk through me

i am invisible

they cannot hear my screams

my mother can not feel comforted by me

when i tell her i'm still here