TheDemiDevil

I’ve only seen the back of his neck
But I think I’ve fallen for him
Is it possible to be so obsessed
Wish he would treat me like a goddess

Why can’t he see me 
Staring all day?
Wanna say hi
Wish I could touch him

loud crowded space
tired lonely face
Other people and their shoulders
Hit your elbow on a corner

Getting quiet, less polluted,
Talking quiet slower movements
  

A small lake
Not many know

But I know her like home
Every color she has each season

How her plants smell
How her bees hum across her reflection

In her I see myself

Light, aquamarine colors

there is a you-spaced hole in my heart,
where you used to fit.

like a piece of glass in my hand,
you were cutting me
so i dropped you to the ground.

with a clink you were no longer my problem

once again i am greeted by the familiar mist
bone chilling as you are,
you never fail to excite me.

though i cannot truly see you, 
i trust you to guide me.

 

this summer i am re-inventing myself
i am manifesting a new me
my old skin will shed,
and a new face shall take its place.