TheDemiDevil

that was me trying
not to cry while you
turned away from me
mid sentence and
spread your arms wide
to say hello
to your real freinds

it used to not bother me
but now i see
that everyone has a special someone

I’ve only seen the back of his neck
But I think I’ve fallen for him
Is it possible to be so obsessed
Wish he would treat me like a goddess

Why can’t he see me 
Staring all day?
Wanna say hi
Wish I could touch him

loud crowded space
tired lonely face
Other people and their shoulders
Hit your elbow on a corner

Getting quiet, less polluted,
Talking quiet slower movements
  

A small lake
Not many know

But I know her like home
Every color she has each season

How her plants smell
How her bees hum across her reflection

In her I see myself

Light, aquamarine colors

there is a you-spaced hole in my heart,
where you used to fit.

like a piece of glass in my hand,
you were cutting me
so i dropped you to the ground.

with a clink you were no longer my problem

once again i am greeted by the familiar mist
bone chilling as you are,
you never fail to excite me.

though i cannot truly see you, 
i trust you to guide me.