i toured six different colleges over the past week
& i didn't care about the clubs
athletics
academics; i was
busy wondering & asking myself
would i be safe here
would i be accepted here or
would i be locked away so the institution
can keep their federal money. i am
sixteen years old - a junior in high school - & yet
all of a sudden my future
requires more thought than it should. i should be
going out with my friends
posting fun stories on instagram
enjoying "the best years of my life" but instead
i have a subscription to every major news network
i have a job in case my college grants get pulled
i have a pen always twirling between my fingers
itching to write on every surface available
because no one will listen to me
if they see the face behind the pen. i should be
living the american dream & soaking up
the freedoms i have because i'm
white and AFAB; instead, i'm preparing for
the american nightmare & soaking up
all the information i can
i won't be caught off-guard
i won't lose my footing
my friends have to be protected
this time.
it has to be different this time.
Posted in response to the challenge Democracy & Ethics – Writing.
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That must be hard
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