The battle Within Her

She hates herself

She knows she needs to open up

But her mind won’t let her 

 

Her heart begs to talk to someone  

Her mind pushes everyone away

Out of fear of being abandoned again

 

She deals with things alone

Until it’s too much to carry by herself

she doesn’t want to isolate herself 

But she doesn’t know how to talk about her personal life

 

She thinks she’s too broken to be loved

She’ll never cry in front of anyone because she thinks it is a sign of weakness

 

Everyone knows she’s not ok but know she doesn't what to talk about it

I hope she knows I am here

 

My shoulders are strong for her to cry on

My arms arm open for her

My ears are here to listen

Ally

NH

14 years old

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