Constant

Stuck in the constant cycle of being healthy and unhealthy

Eating nothing at all then eating too much, eating too much then nothing at all. 

Depressed then happy, happy then depressed. 

Skipping school, then getting all A’s, getting all A’s then skipping school.

Constant panic attacks, then at complete peace, at peace then constant panic attacks.

This constant cycle over and over again, will it ever get better?

Four years of constant in and out of hospitals, programs. Hours and hours of consistent therapy.

Now I'm happy and not depressed, I have a healthy balance of eating, I'm back to getting all A’s, and my panic attacks don't happen as frequently. The constant cycle is over, and I'm free.