Cookie Cutter Girl

I’ve always been a cookie cutter girl.

pressed into shapes I never liked.

 

Rolled and folded into the perfect form.

My face and body configured

to make me look appetizing.

 

Different shapes every day.

A heart, a circle, maybe a flower.

 

I’ve learned to keep my edges clean.

quietly abiding by the rules I have been taught.

Melting in the heat, so I turn golden.

 

I’ve always hated being a cookie cutter girl.

Alana Conway

PA

15 years old

More by Alana Conway

  • Case file

    I love it when you call me

     by my name.

    When you label me.

     

    Like a doll sitting in 

    the display. 

    Read out my description.

     

    Learn my characteristics.

  • Slack line

    I walk a fine line.

    Life and death.

    Funny and weird.

    Smart and dumb. 

    Waiting for a light breeze to blow me one way.

    Will I stay on this line forever?

    When will I get off?

  • 356 days.

    It had been

    356 days,

    8,544 hours,

    512,640 minutes,

    since March 11, 2025.

     

    It had been

    356 days of smiling,

    and crying, and yelling,

    and laughing, and fighting,