Crush

Sometimes it's hard to write poetry

It's almost like the words get stuck

in the folds of my mind before they reach the paper

Or maybe I just can't describe

memory

How it feels in my mind is not that the same written down

like laughter and sadness 

and homesickness and 

nights not sleeping enough because I keep getting ideas

That get stuck in the folds of my mind

Or stuck in the memories of you 

And this poem was not even meant

to be a love poem

i apologize for they way it ended