i just want to help you,
i want you to be happy and feel free.
i want you to feel like you don't have to hide.
and I am afraid I cant give that to you.
i don't know how to express this to you,
without tearing you apart.
for you are as delicate as a poppy,
you stand strong,
able to withstand the wind.
but that is only a front,
that all changes when your alone,
you become fragile and rip.
i want to make you feel like you don't always have to be strong around me,
I want to tell you its okay to not be perfect,
to trip and fall.
I just wish I could hug you.
but i know you'll get there,
it may take a while
and it will be fucking hard
but I know you will get through it.