Dreams

In my dreams, I wear long dresses and corsets.
          Run through meadows holding your hand.
                 My hair is free and my body is no longer stiff.

In my dreams, I wear painted jeans and frilly tops.
          Stand on tables and recite poems.
                    No longer afraid to speak my mind.

In my dreams, I scream my anger for all the world to hear.
          When I am sad I cry and cry and cry.
                    Put me before you no matter what.

In my dreams, when I want something I get it.
          The moment I liked you I ran up and grabbed your hand.
                 I was never doubting what my heart wanted.

In my dreams, I was never holding myself back.
          Always did what I wanted and never said what could go wrong.
                      Knowing that I would feel better after.

In my dreams...