duo

salt tears are 
sliding down my cheeks
in silver streaksyellow rays of 
bright happiness break through
the dark cage i've
trapped myself ini should be happy;
this is what i 
wantedi should be sad;
i've lost pretty much
everythingbut no matter what
i know that this is
betterthings are going to be
worse now with you
gonebecause i stilllove youbecause i still
love youand you lovedme backand you loved
me backbut this is worse
now that you are
gonei could never
be in a better mood since
you are out of my lifeand i will never
crawl out of this
pit of despairi can fly through clouds
on silver wings without
you to pull me back down
 because of you.