Ever present

I want you so badly it feels like my heart will crawl out of my ribcage and run to you. 

the more I attempt to resist, the stronger it pushes -

until all my ribs will crack in unison and it'll make the sound of your name

then, i'll be helpless.  but i feel that way when i'm around you anyway

// ' heartache ' is real. but it's not just an ache. it's a sharp sting and every time i move it pulses with pain making it hard to focus or love anyone else. 

i think i’ll feel this way forever.

yes of course you won't know any of this, i wouldn't want to bother you 

(i can't breathe it hurts that bad) 

instead when i hear your laugh in the hallway or see your smile on a stranger i'll just glance away

(i’ll look for you in anyone & everyone. 

somehow, you're always there)