Feeling's Trapped Inside

I feel so weird inside like people are judging me. I don't go for the lead in plays even though I know it would be a good opportunity. I don't like to share my art work unless I think it looks good but even then I feel like people don't like it. I feel like my family is pretending to like all my writing, art, and singing. I secretly cry in my room. I keep all my feelings trapped inside, sometimes I wonder if all the feelings will eventually escape and be free. I wonder what its like for someone who can stand up and just say what they need to say. If you are one of those people then I give you all of my respect. I just wish I was a little less quite so I can say what I need to say.