Field Notes on an Elephant's Grief

What separates their grief from ours?

Research shows that elephants grieve

They have been seen to stand vigil

Quiet

    Quiet wailing 

         Into the night

              They cry for them

Research shows that elephants touch

the bones, Rolling them softly with their trunk

They shuffle around carefully, moving the dead relic

Gently

     Gently caressing

         Gently forgiving

              Gently saying goodbye

Research shows that we have rituals too

We have our prayers, our headstones and urns

Research seems to suggest that closure is healthy

Forgetting

    Softly forgetting

         Releasing their memory

              Into the endless, endless night

Research says that grieving after 6 months is

pathological, that we need to let go but field research

says that they remember; the elephants. They don’t move on

Remembering

    Forever keeping

         Forever holding that

              Memory, forever, forever, forever

Research says that they are animals. We move on.

We must move on. We are not the elephants. We bury our

dead. Research says they bury their dead. We are not like them.

Covering

    Covering them

         With dirt and leaves

              But returning and returning

Research says people don't visit as much.

We do not return, again and again, we only

Seem to do so on holidays, when we ‘should’

Grieving

    Grieving in a way

         In a way that is expected

              In a way that is unnatural

Research says we forget. We should forget

Research says elephants don’t

Research says we have been burying them wrong

We 

    Have

         Been

              Burying

                   Us

                        Wrong 

 

 

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