Heavy

This is all a heavy load of scariness.
My back is sagging under the weight of all of it,
hopefully, it doesn’t give out. 
Many of my friend’s and family’s are,
which makes sense. 
Life is a hundred-pound weight right now,
and I haven’t been to the gym in a while…
I guess I was lucky enough to hold a light life so far.
Now I understand why everyone is sweating up a storm.