Heavy Load

Excitement stirs up butterflies
Within your stomache
Frustration catches them in nets
Cinching their wings
Pain withers them
Destroying all excitement 
Confusion questions
Why?
What?
Spinning around your brain
Until dizziness takes over
Leading way to 
Anxiety
More questions
What did I do wrong?
When will this end?
Driving your self esteem into a dark cave
Leaving you to wander within
Without a light 
Emotions pile up
Like clothes in a room never cleaned
Just adding to the luggage 
We all carry 
After this Pandemic 
Some people’s luggage
May drag them to the floor
Their weak bodies crumbling 
Under a monstrous load
While others may not have as big of a load
We will all have something
That nags at us
Making us sink even just a little
Father away from reality
Burdens we will all carry
More than we did before
We will be left 
With a collapsing social society
People holed up in their houses
Afraid to step outside
The burdens causing personal suffering
To much to move
How will we ever right
This enormous personal dilemma?

Life will not be the same.