How to be? 

How to take that first most subtle glimpse behind what has been, 

How to do it again or for the first time,

How to exist in a world that cares little whether it is life or death that possesses you,

How to borrow time, or use it up,

How to do everything, or nothing,

How to do enough? 

How to be?

How to be- perfect, or if failing that, approaching passable,

How to be?

How to be me, or you?

How to see a reality which flickers every second like a glimpse through the void, 

How to,

How to, 




15 years old