I Need A Compass

Why is the world so difficult to navigate?
I need a compass
I don't know which way is North and which way is West
Everyting is spinning and I can't get my feet on the ground long enough
To notice what is going on around me
I need a map
A clear path of where I am going
Something for my footsteps to tread every day
Instead of wandering around
With no end goal 
I need a rock
Something that keeps me down
Lets me fly
Guides me gently through all things
All I can do is dance my way through this
And if my pirouttes fail
Then I will live for others and hide in the world
But pirouttes don't fail
I will pick up a compass
I will draw a map
I will find a rock
I will be the woman I was meant to be
I'm trying, but
Aah this world is crazy.