Inadequacy


How do I push the words out
From behind my taffy tongue 
Thick with salty tears 
And full of grubby thumb 


I’m a child 
Pretending that I’m numb 
To escape the overwhelming feelings 
And never ending thrum 
Of knowing I’ll never be enough 

For you. 

Inkpaw

VT

17 years old

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