Invisible

I know I've said before that I wish I was invisible, but this isn't what I meant.

I want to be seen for who I really am, not someone they think they know and judge.

I want to be heard; I have a voice but every time I try to use it it's like I'm muted.

No one seems to hear what i am saying or they if they do, they just simply don't care.

They all tell me, "When I first saw you, i thought you were mean and scary."

I don't understand what I did to make people think that i don't have feelings, that I can't be hurt.

I am hurt.

I am tried.

I am alone.

I am invisible.

and at home it just seems to get worse...

My parents don't seem to listen when I talk.

My brother talks over me as if what I have to say isn't important.

I want to be seen for who I really am, and I want to be heard as if I'm the only one with a voice...

But for now, I am invisible and for now I am silenced.

But one day, one day they will see me, the real me.

One day they will hear my voice, and they will listen.