Just Like The Rest

Heart pounding
Smile widening
Cheeks turing red
Giggles climb up my throat
I stare 
You smile back
I melt
We talk
We laugh
Everyday I seek you out
Eager to see your bright brilliant eyes
Hear your voice
Hold your attention
I feel a connection
I hope it forever lasts

Such a little girl am I 
Dreaming up a fantasy
With you as my prince
Me your princess
Where we live happilyever after

I need to snap out of it
Everytime I reach out to someone
Their feelings about me are short lived
Always ready to go after someone else
Someone different
When here I have poured my heart out to you
Only to have you throw it away
Love looks easy to obtain
When in reality
Happily Ever After
Is just a fantasy
Unreal
I live in a world of reality
It is harsh
And cruel

Instead of my prince
You turned out
To be just like the rest
An
Inconsiderate
Disloyal
Lying
Rude
Hormonal
Boy


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Sorry to any boys reading this. I mean no offense. This is just my experience.