At Least I Can Say I Tried

But why?

Is the question I'll play on repeat

Because there wasn't really 

Anything special about you

Was there?

 

At least I can say I tried to like you

But the thing is I still wanna have hope

–Even if it's just a little bit–

That you'll like me back one day

That you'll stop leaving me on read at 2 am

That you'll text me first

 

And I'll never forget how you made me feel

Even when I'm in the far-away place

Of being over you

 

Remember when we were in the lunch line

and you caught me staring at you?

We locked eyes for a moment 

An incredible moment

But it was over too fast

A friend tapped you on the shoulder 

And pulled you aside

Do you remember that??

 

I feel like an idiot going to great lengths

To know everything about you

And I wouldn't stop till I knew

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I know I can't control your feelings

And I know you probably 

don't feel the same

But at least I can say I tried

To like you

 

Siyona.S.stay

VT

13 years old

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