Losing myself

I'm lost in this giant world.

Surrounded by millions of people,

but at the same time, connected to none.

They think they can see right through me.

They think they know what I want.

But, how can they know me so well,

when I barely even know myself.

I don't know why it hurts this much.

I try to rip myself from their grasp,

but at the same time,

I can't let go.

Sometimes, they think

that they are losing me.

They say that I have been acting

differently than myself.

But, the thing is,

I don't know what myself is anymore.

In a world, where people change so much,

where anything can happen at 

any moment,

How am I supposed to find myself in such

a confusing place.